Thank you for sending me the meeting information. I am 15 months sober today. Yesterday was rough. I traveled here because my two daughters planned a trip here and, of course, my need to make sure they were safe sent me here as well. I’m staying at a resort while they are at an Airbnb about 20 min away. I invited them and their friends to my resort for the day yesterday.
Yesterday was rough because I got to see the old me through them. I was scared for them. After I got them home safely, I felt the only thing that would help me was a drink. The thought of drinking was strong. There is a lot of drinking going on here and I don’t think I was quite ready for the abundance of alcohol that appeared on this trip. I ran my own tapes of my past and I didn’t drink, but boy the urge was bad. So, thank you for sending me the in-person meeting information. I went to the meeting and it was great. I was able to share where I was at today, and many of us shared the same struggles. I found my people and got my medicine.
You really helped me get another day! Much appreciation.